There really isn’t a holiday close is there…? Well, the Fourth of July is coming along, I guess. But people don’t usually get personalized gifts for the 4th. Usually it’s birthdays or Christmas or other holidays. Either way… getting a personalized gift really is the way to go!

And getting a personalized story about your child, wouldn’t that be neat? I’d love to have one of my dogs. Actually, I should get one of some of my more intricate dreams. LOL that would be pretty cool too!

Last night I dreamed that we were putting on a play… and I was going to be the Queen. It kinda morphed into a reality TV show, and then it became real. And there were some scandals going on… I kinda remember the dogs being there, I had a companion animal that I was bonded too, or something. Oh and there was a cavalier king charles spaniel that was cowering, his Mom wanted him to go into a pool and he didn’t want to. That’s probably from the hot flyball tournament I was at last weekend.

Just bits and peices of this dream remain, but I remember I had to step up and become a Queen and take charge of things. The King, my husband, wasn’t all that great of a guy and I had to learn how to get along with him and yet still do what I wanted and needed. It was interesting.

I’m tired, last weekend was busy but fun. I went to southern Utah for a flyball tournament. I so want to live in a rural area… build a house, get some nice farmhouse sinks and some property, and not have to work during the week!

I have been out of town yet again this last weekend doing dog sports. I do so love it… even though this flyball tournament was 14 hours on Saturday, and 10 hours on Sunday. Still, it’s a rush and I am doing what I love and I am very happy with that.

I brought my notebook computer with me but I was too tired to find a wireless connection. The funniest part of my sleeping was when my friend talked in his sleep in the hotel room, and I answered him. We don’t even remember what we said now. But it was funny, sleep conversations!

Sometimes I have dreams that I’m just grateful to wake up from. This was one of them. It was short… but I was feeling Lucy, my 9 year old smooth blue collie girl, and she was skin and bones. In my dream… she was getting old and couldn’t keep any weight on anymore, and so she was withering away.

I was horrified and so worried about her because she’s only 9 and she’s not really old yet! Not until next year! I was glad to wake up and find her whole and strong. I had to touch her right away because the dream was so real, I was so worried about her.

She has had some health issues lately and so I worry.. but she is strong and doing well! I have some dog health books I bought from Amazon books that we look through once in a while to see if our dogs might have any symptoms or something bad.. but usually the darn books just worry me more than anything. :p

I hate dreams about bugs. I hate bugs.. I have the four leg rule. If it has four legs or less, it’s okay. If it has more, it’s disgusting! And yeah I do like snakes and snails, they are cool. Though I can do without slugs and some other things thank you very much.

Anyway so the other day I dreamed about having a big huge beetle or something on my back. I don’t remember too much, but I wasn’t really all that freaked out, thank goodness. But it was disgusting, nonetheless. And someone was able to wipe the bug off my back.

I’d rather have dreams of ostrich feathers and feather beds and soft cuddly things!

I had a dream that I was watching a basketball game, and the Utah Jazz were playing. It was the finals of the whole season, last game… there was only one game, though. There wasn’t a series of games like in real life. It was just the one game and the Jazz were down but they were holding on okay..

And then in the middle of the game a new rule went into effect. The new rule was that there would be two basketballs instead of just one. Well, this turn of events was great for the Jazz and they ended up winning!

It was odd to see two basketballs on the court! LOL and I was watching from my teak furniture which was also super weird. And I don’t usually watch basketball, I’m not a big sports fan, so weird dream this was!

I’ve only been remembering bits and pieces lately of dreams… and one of the bits I’ve remembered was looking through a discount bin at a dog store for light blue collars for the dogs. Light blue is the color of our flyball team. The collars were material and a bit weird. In real life, I wouldn’t like them, I don’t think. Maybe even in my dream I didn’t like them all that much. Not really sure. But they were a ribbed type fabric and I kept getting more and more out of the bin.. they were only $3.00 each, but when I had a pile of them they got really expensive!

I need to save money, not spend it on collars! And I need to lose wight, and get on some treadmills instead of eating pizza for lunch, like I did today. Ugh!

I’ve had a dry spell lately with the dreams. Haven’t dreamed much, or I haven’t remembered them, anyway. I do remember having a dream about my ex… and in the dream I just wish I wasn’t married to him, I wish I was married to my current husband. It’s weird, and it is a recurring theme I have. I’m just very glad that I am married to the man I’m married to now!

I’m glad I don’t dream about being overweight… though I do need to lose a few pounds. About 10 or 15 now, really. 20 would be better. Gonna look into Leptovox and see if that’ll help me, I wonder if I can take it with the Zoloft I’m currently on? Hrm.

I’m doing dog sports this weekend… yet again, I’m actually sitting at the trial this weekend being kinda bored, and wishing I was home doing things around the house and zoning out. However, I’m having fun too, and meeting new people from Colorado which is nice.

I’m just so tired. The days are long, and going to dinner afterwards makes them longer. It’s 9:30 pm now and I’ll get up tomorrow at 6. Plus tomorrow is my birthday! Such fun. Oh well… maybe I’ll be able to go to my parents house after for a bit.

So haven’t been dreaming much, or remembering my dreams. Just going to agility, wearing my grubby t-shirts so I don’t get too messy, and hoping for more sleep in the next few weeks.

Oh I did remember another strange dream!

I was visiting my Uncle in California.. and he had a TV room downstairs. It had a regular tube TV, pre-digital, and he had a nice new 52″ plasma HDTV also. Well, I wanted to watch the HTDV of course, and when I was, he came along behind it and unplugged it and wrapped up the cord. Then my Dad reminded me that my Uncle didn’t want anyone to watch the HDTV because it used too much power. So that was okay.. I asked him if he had the regular TV hooked up to satellite, and he said yes, just a different satellite company.

Then I went into the kitchen and was playing with a PDA I had. And strangely various appliances started to turn on, it seemed just to annoy me and get me in trouble. The coffee machine would turn on and start to rattle, and when I tried to fix it I just made it worse. My Uncle would come up and wonder what I was doing, and get angry at me. Then some other little part of an appliance would come on, like a air conditioning compressor, and rattle, and my Uncle would come up again… happened about four or five times until I gave up and went into a sun room with my Mom.

It was odd! I do have an Uncle in California!