Archive for April, 2008
Discussion
Well last night I woke up at about 2 am and was having a dream… but the only thing I really remember about it now was that I was having a discussion with my husband. It wasn’t bad, so I didn’t have a bad feeling about it. But I don’t remember what it was, either.
I think the dogs were in the dream, fleetingly. But not sure. Hrm. I tried to grab a hold of the dream but it just skittered away this morning. That seems to be happening more often than not anymore.
Fortunately I don’t need any plus size lingerie at the moment… but maybe I could use some lingerie for sleeping in that would help me remember my dreams!
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Snow and Crystal
Last night I dreamed that I was on a trip with my Mom… I did go to Germany with her back in 2002, it was great and I had a wonderful time.
This dream is a bit faded now but what I do remember most is the end. I remember walking back to the place we were staying and we had dropped a lot of our things in the lawn, that was actually about 3 feet of snow, in the dark. And I tried to pick up my Mom’s crystal candle holder, as it was sticking up out of the snow, but the candles all broke and the crystal broke too, because they had gotten very cold.
There was no patio furniture on the snow, though, so that was good. And the path was shoveled. We were moving around a lot, not sure why, but it was very important we kept moving around. We went to a house we were staying in with some people, and we also had to set up and move dog crates around, but now I don’t remember dogs being there… hrm.
Anyway, disjointed, and odd!
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Magic House
I had a fun dream last night. I only remember bits and pieces, but when I was having the dream it was like an entire story… but it was, actually, like I was watching a TV show or movie, but I was the main character.
Fortunately I didn’t need any life insurance in the dream… but basically I could take care of myself. I had just discovered my magical powers. And I was in a house with another woman. She, also, had magical powers and she was teaching me how to handle mine.
She had a lot of experience and was a new friend. This house was hers and it was magically protected, too. When we were inside, she was teaching me how to appear as though I was dead. Or how to seem like I was not there at all. Not really invisible, just not noticed. And when I would try this, I would change my appearance so that I looked like a walking corpse. All rotted and bones and dead skin. I wasn’t grossed out by it though, as I was learning my magical powers and how to control them.
There was also a little dog in the dream. Not sure what he looked like now… kinda scraggly, maybe a mix, maybe a cream color… or maybe black. Strange how I can’t remember a color isn’t it.
The dream went on and we had to leave the house to confront the neighbors… the house next door was for sale and I really wanted to buy it. But we were in danger. Not really from the neighbors, though. They were just white trash living there who were not friendly. Nor were they magical, thank goodness. Well, at first they weren’t.
So we left the house by my friend and mentor wasn’t feeling well. I vividly saw the house and the grass surrounding it, and how there was like a magical force field protecting and surrounding the house. The grass outside this shield was trampled and worn, as those after us were trying to get to us the prior night. But inside the shield the grass was fresh and full. Was neat to see the evidence of the shield that way.
We went around to the neighbors house and knocked on the door. At this point there was me, my mentor, and a man who also was a friend. We confronted the people and they were not friendly at all. Our little dog ran in their house… and then like five or six dogs of theirs ran out and were going to attack us, but I was able to handle the dogs just fine and they didn’t do anything but jump on us and annoy us a bit. They were some kind of shepherd mix, brown and black and narrow faces. Maybe they had some greyhound in them.
yeah this is getting long… lol. For only remembering bits and peices.
The neighbors were not too nice… like I said, and one of my mentor’s relatives, a brother or a cousin, came by and walked into their house. He had a long stick with a detector on the end. And he was looking for four sided diamonds… or something like that. Which we thought was quite eccentric.
We then left the neighbors house and went back to ours.. via the back yard. And the houses were all very close together (not sure where the yard went). And when we got back there my mentor had fallen to a spell. The man and I were able to carry her into the house… but before we got there, the man couldn’t see the house.
I was new to magic, or something, and so the illusion didn’t work on me. So I was able to see our house in the middle of all the houses. The man didn’t, and he walked right by. I had to speak up and say ‘hey’ our house is right here! And when I did we went toward it and he almost ran into the porch. But when I opened the door we all went inside.
Then I started to wake up.. I think we got into the house okay, and my mentor started to wake and she was fine.
It was a fun dream. Strange, yet fun!
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Dreamed Again
Well, my dream from last night if fading again… I remember a room like a corner. Not really a corner room, but a room that was entirely a corner, and very small. And I was there… and I think my husband was, and it seemed like it was an office maybe. And we were moving in and out of it.
But I’m not sure anymore. I don’t think there were any chandeliers in that corner room… it was too small! I wish I would remember more of my dreams! Dreams are fun. Dangit…
Oh well, maybe tonight!
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Sleep Softly
My back hurts… and so does my neck. Been this way for quite some time, now. My neck has probably hurt for about six to eight months. While my back has hurt for at least a month. Though my back isn’t too bad now, not as bad as it was a month ago when it all started.
I’m going to try to see a new Chiropractor. The Orthopedic doctor didn’t have much of a clue as to what might be wrong. Though maybe I should see a different one. Chiropractors seem to work best, but I need to find out if my insurance covers one, and how much, and it’s being confusing so I might have to call. And I hate telephones.
Anyway I got a memory foam mattress topper and I just love it. I sink into the darn thing and it’s very comfortable. I like soft better than hard to sleep on anymore. I think when I was younger I preferred to sleep on hard.
I have to remember to take my earrings off when I sleep, too, or they fall out. I have lost too many. Maybe I’ll find some men’s jewelry in my bed.. but since the husband doesn’t wear any, maybe not.
Anyway, I am tired of my neck and back hurting. Ugh. I want to get better.
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Belgian Malinois Nationals
Last night I dreamed that I traveled to Colorado for Belgian Malinois Nationals. Last year they had Mal Nationals here in Salt Lake City… well, up in Farmington, really. And I am going to go to Colorado for USDAA agility next month. And both of these were combined into the same dream.
I dreamed that I was going in a van with some friends, which I am going to do when I go to Colorado. But looking at the premium, it was weird because actually the first two days of the agility trial were local, so I didn’t have to travel at all and my plane tickets needed to be changed. And I didn’t need any Orovo to get by.. but I may have used some!
So then I had to go to Colorado for the USDAA/Mal nationals on only one day, and I was wondering if that long of a drive was really worth it. I guess I decided that it was because I ended up going.
It was held in a barn, a strange barn that was almost like a swimming pool, a public one. And we had to wait in line to get into the arena where they were doing the agility.
After that the dream falls apart… but it was a strange one, indeed.
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Back from Camping
Well, I’m back from camping! And I should have written down my dreams! I had one dream about my husband… oh, and I was dreaming of winning the colorado lottery. It’s up to 91 Million. I have to check my lottery tickets online and see if any of my numbers match. I can’t check from work, lottery sites are blocked, unfortunately.
I wouldn’t need any CAT6 if I won the lottery! I would stop working, sell the house, and buy some nice property in the middle of no where, and have fun and relax! I do wish I could retire now, I have short-timers disease and I have 5 years left. Ugh!
I’m tired.. and really am ready for sleep.
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Back from Colorado
I’m back from Colorado… it was a fun trip, a bit too long… we were there for a week. But the dogs had a great time. Sleeping on an air mattress for the whole week was interesting. Not bad, just interesting. I have been told it would be good for my back. And it seemed as though it wasn’t bad for my back… but not really good, either.
I didn’t find the best acne treatment there… but maybe it’s to be found elsewhere! We did go to Boulder, which was nice. And I did have some dreams, but now I don’t remember them.
Last night I think I dreamed about my husband, and that we were happy, and things were good. I do like dreams like that. Even though it’s not very eventful!
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Going to Be Gone for a While
I’m going to Colorado for a week.. then camping for the weekend after that, so I won’t be blogging much. If I have any good dreams I will try to write them down… but writing them down causes me anxiety and so I avoid it and don’t tend to do it. Ugh.
So this blog will be quiet for a while, but back in action in a couple weeks!
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Dreaming of Entrecard
Lately I’ve been doing a lot of Entrecard dropping. I don’t have one on this blog because I have three accounts, and having one here would put me over the top. That’s okay, though, this blog is fun anyway even though it’s fairly low traffic.
So last night I went round and round in my head about how to best drop Entrecards. Ugh… I really don’t like those kinds of nights. I woke up from dreams of thinking I wasn’t asleep. But I was, because I definitely woke up. It’s such a strange sensation.
No mortgage lenders ended up in my dream last night, though.. which is good, with the darn mortgage crises that we are having now. Our mortgage is not in jeopardy, thank goodness.
We actually can afford what we pay!
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